I have a book suggestion. I believe you should make it a priority that you read this book. This message goes out to women mostly but it would also be very beneficial for men to read it as well. Put it on the top of your "To Read" list. If you don't have one of those, make one and then make it number one. I just want to quote the entire book to you. You just have to and need to read it.
It's called Captivating. Written by John & Stasi Eldredge. I've mentioned it before. All dramatics aside, it'll change your life. No kidding. Read it! You'll see what I mean.
Smile, my hearts!